perhaps im just too sensitive, perhaps im just feeling too inferior
but i feel as if im being mocked, getting ten for my olevels.
yeah, i cant help feeling this way, but yes i am really... urgh.
okay, tomorrow before work, i shall go somewhere to slack around.
find a calm spot, sit down, after whatever i've been through this week

i still feel for him. have been lying to myself all this while. that song really messes my mind. the whole flood of emotions just flow into me, overwhelming. i dont like crying. i cant breathe. the truth in life is.. memories remains forever. to stop reminiscing. stop living in the past. what's over is over. nothing will come back. he's gone, gone, gone, never going to come back. in a relationship, every memory is a happy memory. when a relationship ends, every memory becomes a heartbreak. i guess the way to live is to thank the past for putting you through all that so that you will have a better future. no matter what, be strong. after every tear, one less tear drop to happiness.

shucks, im feeling so weak tonight, weak emotionally, weak mentally.
and of course weak physically, cough and flu ._. thankfully no fever.
eww, just too much on my mind, but sigh, i dont want to rant it here.


damn, just ignore me i guess.
i'll be fine..